Motivation

It's amazing how it comes and goes. It's been pretty non-existent for me over the past couple of days, but before that I was practically overdosing on the stuff. From Thursday to Saturday (I know that's only 3 days, it felt like much longer though!) I was positively angelic; getting loads of superfree, resisting naughty treats, and dragging my ass out of bed on a Saturday to hit the gym, yep, it was all going brilliantly.

Then Sunday happened. I was put on a breakfast shift at work, and the urge to scoff the lovely leftovers became too much. I was pretty reserved though and drew the line at 2 lincolnshire sausages and an apple and cinnamon muffin (syns yet to be calculated!) We had a massive roast dinner later on around 5 (all Slimming World friendly) which was great, but the cinema trip after it again saw my motivation make a run for the door as I indulged in popcorn, maltesers and haribo.

Yesterday was much of the same, a good day on plan during the day, then finishing work early at 9pm (this NEVER happens!) saw me order a sneaky chicken chow mein from the Chinese takeaway next door. Oh, and devour couple of KitKats afterwards.

Anyway, lesson learned, I've woken up feeling much more motivated, with a short term goal insight - I'M GOING TO PORTUGAL IN 2 WEEKS!!! Yep, booked the hotel last night and sorting the flights tonight. I couldn't be more excited. My boyfriend and I haven't been abroad for 2 years, favouring camping holidays over glamourous jet-setting, so this holiday will be particularly welcomed!

I have 3 weigh ins until then, including tonight, so I really need to get my ass into gear. I'm going to try some red and green days, as I've really been struggling with getting my 1/3 superfree in at every meal. I'm aiming to have been on plan 100% for 14 days when we leave.. I don't think that's too difficult, even for me! So here goes, wish me luck!